Today my firstborn started her senior year of high school. When did that happen? In true Joan Cusack style, we "went a little crazy and made pancakes with white flour." (Ice Princess, in case you missed the reference!) But in truth, I am so scarred by the wheat flour pancakes of my childhood that, even though we work really hard at clean, whole grain, whole food eating, I can't bring myself to make them. Ever.
We took the traditional first day of school photo on the porch of all the kids. I love this tradition, and even if we are running late, we still take the front porch picture. They are good sports, and I think they secretly like the tradition. I think they also secretly like each other--they only fight to keep me off the trail. Notice they actually have their arms around each other? I didn't pose them that way, even if I am Melody Ivie's daughter.
Kindergarten |
This little cutie walked in and took Ms. Lisa's kindergarten class by storm. She wore that outfit exactly once. It dyed everything blue and shrunk beyond recognition after the first washing. (I learned the hard way about prewashing fabric before sewing.) Her scrapbook says her favorite thing about the day was her Barbie lunchbox and backpack!
5th Grade |
7th Grade |
Senior |
Class of 2015 |
As I look at these pictures, it takes my breath away to think how much has she has changed in 12 years. And then it makes me smile to see how, in some ways, she is still very much the same.
Her little ruffled socks make me smile about the little girl who would let me pick her outfits, and could be talked into a dress and ruffled socks for the first day of school. That senior girl couldn't even be talked into wearing a dress or anything fancy to a scholarship interview, but she did text me pictures of this outfit for my approval before she bought it.
We've traded that toothless smile (which was toothless for four years) for a pretty, wide smile with straight teeth.
We've traded a bossy little girl, for an only slightly bossy young woman who is actually a fantastic leader!
We went, in the pre-teen years, from her horror that a stranger in the Kohl's parking lot saw me jamming in the car, to her actually staying in the same group when I couldn't help but join in at Gangnam style when I was chaperoning the youth dance.
She's still the same little girl who knows just who she is and what she wants and really doesn't care what other people think of her. She's still the same little girl who knows all the answers in class--the one who teachers are tempted to not let answer in order to make the other kids come up with the answers. (Even though I understand the teachers who DID that to her, I'm so grateful for the ones who DIDN'T.) The same little girl still gobbles up books faster than the library can check them out to her.
I know she's not headed off to make her way in the world just yet, but I know how fast a year can go. I know how fast 12 can go.